the Last few days in 2008...

Went to Bintulu to attend Kevin's friend wedding dinner on 30th December 2008...We depart around 7am from Miri .... Feel damn Sh*t when Kevin toLd me that we will direct go to attend Patrick & Julie Wedding Ceremony at Roman Catholic Church Bintulu once we arrive there...

"U are not bad huh~~u wear damn smart & handsome while I'm damn 'la tak' & cincai (MEans very much untidy & simple)...and now, we told me that we are going to church?! As i remembered, u never told me that we will attend their wedding ceremony in the church right? You just have told me that we will attending their wedding dinner at night, ain't you said like that to me last night? U did rightTtttt?"huh~~Mo0dieee.....

We arrive Bintulu around 10am+- ...And we straight away to the church...somewhere in the town...

The Wedding arch decoration in the church

The car...

The Gorgeous bride, Julie & The Handsome bridegroom, Patrick

The ceremony ended around 11am- 12pm... And after that, we went to the hotel....Cant wait to lay myself down on the bed, as i woke up very early this morning~~

ParkCity Everly Hotel, Bintulu

Just arrive the hotel...

In the evening...

After make up & dress well.....

"i KisS yOu...U KiSs Me..."

Patrick & Julie Wedding Dinner at ParkCity Everly, Bintulu

after the Dinner...

witH their eX-CollegematesS...

To Patrick & Julie, Congratulation....

The Next MorninG, 31th December, 2008...

Just woke up...

and tHen, tw0 idiots have made a Stupid decision to Visit the Mini ZoO or Taman Tumbina in the Hot & Sunny afterNo0n!! huh~~RegretfuL....

Why? BecauSe....

Kevin:" Can anyOne help me to get a helicopter & fetch me out from here immediately pleaSeeeee...I'M Damn hot & tirEd!!"

These is some of what we have found inside the Taman Tumbina...as the weather was damn hot...s0 we are not willing to spend much time on taking photos & enjoying the flora and fauna ...

Cactus

... Nepenthes plant

i don't feel like want to go out & join any count down celebration in the town tonight...as i just came back from bintulu today and yet, still very tired...so...i decided to just stay at home watching movie & blogginG...yea..i know, its sound very much boring here... huh...but what to do..i really very tired...

Anyway, Few more minutes towards year 2009...Let's all of us Wave go0dbye to year 2008, and welcome year 2009...Forget all those unhappiness that happen in 2008, rejoice in year 2009..May all of us will do more better in the coming year, more luckSss, more MoneySss, moRe prosperity come towards us...God blesS everyone...Happy new year!

Well, i deserve a Sweet & niCe dreaMs now...so Bye...Good night

*Once again, I would like to say" Congratulation to Mr & Mrs Patrick on your Marriage. May God BleSs your Marriage forever...amen.

Merry ChristMas!

*ChristMas


*ChristMas Dinner

*Mix Grilled Steak, Mushroom & turkey soup, Black Pepper Lamb Chop

P/s: Still remember about my best friend that i always mention in previous post? I'm Happy cux she did find me back a few days ago^^.Thanks for your understanding...You will always be my best sista!

Another Sh*ttinG day

Finally, i have made a hard decision sent a sms to my best friend & tell her that i can't accept her to stay with me. But as i expected, she not bother to give me a reply. Seem like i gonna lose another bestie soon...Well...it doesn't mean that im not willing to help her, but i also have my own prob to worry about...futhermore, that is her family problem...i dont want to get myself into this shit...ANyhow, i could b a good listerner to her, anytime, any place...But not to bring her away from her family n escape from all this shit...Hopefully she wil understand this all soon...

Now, i feel kinda sad & regret & guilty after i sent the sms out to her...Can anyone tell me please, is it a wrong decision for me to treat her like tat? M i been too cruel to her? huh...

And about my family prob....Ok fine..Guess what? Because of their selfishness & i m the one who been warn, wash brain & lecture!!!DAmn angry!! Well...u all are adult, knw to think!! DOnt just simply make a decision as it wasn't a game!! From the day u decided to choose this pathway, then you have to be responsible enough toward it for your whole life! And please understand, no matter what kind of fucking decision that you were make are not only involving you youself anymore, indeed, it will affected all the people around u!! And being the youngest, i am the one who will be giving of a full time & free lecture for over and over again!! So who said being the youngest is the better? Tell me?!! n I m here to tell you that being youngest are totally& definitely ain't that blissful as you thought!


p/s: Sorry for using foul word in this post...But i'm very angry now!

MoOdy...

MoodiieEee....I really hope that i can concentrate on my fyp...But no mood to do it...Im so tired & sad~to0 much problem continuously happen around my life...My Family and My friends....HMmmMm... StreSs...i dont know how to accept all of this...its too sudden to me.

Although im not a Christian yet, but i really hope Dear Lord Jesus can hear my prayer & give me a guidance to overc0me all of this. May god bless My family, especially My sis...I love them so much...I dont want to see them sad, moody & heartbreak..My friends. pls help me to pray for them too...I really love them so much...please....aNd to My friend, i really h0pe that you can understand my situation, i want to help u, but im helpless...Bcux i have my own problem too...Please...But if you still cant understand it, then im speechless...May God bless you too..amen

Wedding + Ring = Eternity?

What is marriage? Quarrelling+Fighting = Divorce? Or Quarrelling + Toleration= Happy ever after? Can anyone please tell me what marriage is?

Recently, I was very annoyed of facing this kind of problem (Although I wasn’t mine business at all!) Well, it doesn’t mean that im not willing to give u a help…Just that I don’t want to make the thing worst and I don’t want to get myself involved in your family conflict and at the end, been blacklisted by others! Yes, I do feel sympathy of what have happened on you…Gonna separeted with ur baby, have to decide either to choose your family or you hubby…n bla bla bla. But as a third party, there is nothing much that I can do for you besides to lend u a shoulder, giving u moral support and be a good audience to you…But I can’t help you to escape from all this.

My dear, Please tell you hubby--->toleration, patience, and understanding are very important elements in a marriage. No matter you like it or don’t like it, but still, you should respect your in law just like how you respect your own parents. How could you treat them rudely just because that you don’t want to lose to them?! Please make youself clear that there is no Win&Win competition in a Marriage! No matter how, they are still the elder n you are the younger! You don’t have the right to treat them like that! And please tell him don’t screw up others people life just because of his selfishness! i really ain't happy with all of this shit!

Rest In Peace

I felt kinda sad when My sis told me that my uncle (The husband of my eldest aunt from my dad side) has passed away around 5am this morning... He was a very good uncle for me...No temper, kind and caring...He used to be a devoted Buddhist when he was still alive. But poor, not longer after his retirement, he was stroke. Since then, he spent most of his life laying on d bed ...But whenever we go to visit him, he always welcome us with his warmness smile...Maybe, he tried to hide his distress and show us that he was OK...as he doesn't want us to worry about him...Now, he is gone...No matter how, he will always stay in our memory. Deepest sympathy for my aunt & her family for the loss of my uncle.

"Dear uncle, Our thoughts and prayers are with you, May your heart and soul to find peace and happiness, May the blessings of God be upon you & May peace is always within your soul..."

*Taken at Methodist Ling Kwong Church

Who do you think you are?!

Kevin & I were on our way back to Miri from Limbang just now...But after Q up for about 2-3 hours & moving within 1km at the Immigration & Customs checkpoint, we decided to U-turn back to Limbang. I really can’t understand why those people cannot Q up properly and waiting for their turn patiently?! Can you please put urself in the shoes of the other drivers?! Will you feel: "Ahha! It’s great! He/ She is moving faster than me! Good job!” Will you?will you? Will you?!..huh…If u really can’t follow the rule n Q up and wait for your turn, then I suggest you to travel along with your personal jet. It’s drive you more faster n u dun even bother to Q up with others. Besides, I’m really hope that the official or the person who were in charge and concern in this matter can put a little bit more effort and take an immediate & efficiency action to overcome this problem…Because it’s really irritating and unfair to those who have been waiting, waiting, and keep waiting for such a long time, but at the end, still Q at the same place without moving ahead! SO please....

*Tedungan Checkpoint, Limbang

Let's Get It Start!

Welcome to my blog! Indeed, this is not my first time to post a blog. My first time wrote a blog was on a few years ago, but after a while, due to some reason, I decided to close it down. Anyway, let’s get it start by introducing myself 1st…My name is Helen. Currently is an undergrad student in a local Uni in Malaysia, taking Degree in Business and management, major in Marketing. In fact, the Major that im doing right now is not my first choice.I have a great interest in interior and graphic design. For me, “design” is something alive…What we can see, hears, and feel around us today were created via the greatest of design. Anyway, although I said marketing wasn’t my first choice, but It doesn’t mean that I hate it^^..i Love Marketing too…Bcux I like PR, social, getting know new peoples, and the most important is, I like to “design”….haha… “Huh?! What is the connection between marketing and design?!” ahha~Sure there is the RELATIONSHIP between marketing & design ! Marketing means to sell you idea to client or target consume right? So, in order to sell a good idea to other, 1st of all, u gonna have a very UNIQUE and CREATIVE idea..agree? Next, in order to create a very impressive presentation of your idea to your customer, you have to squeeze your brain to come out with something that can differentiate you from the other too, correct? haha..so see?…That’s how I linked the “principle of design” with “Marketing in business”

Now, let’s get back to the blog. Before this, I enjoy reading other’s blog, because, as a Gemini, we use to be very sensitive to current issues and very concern on what happens around us, in the order word, we are a “busy body” or in Hokkien, we are “kepo”...haha... For me, blog is alike a diary. We noted down what we have see, feel and hear in our life, as well as the sweet and bitter that we have experiences in daily life. I like to share my experiences with others, and I hope to learn something new from others experiences too. As I believe, in one life, there are no mistakes, just lessons…We learn from the past. We try to do better, and not to re-do the same mistake. Therefore, I’m taking this opportunity acknowledged those who ever hurt me deeply or push me down before. Thanks so much…I’m glad to know you as my friend…Because you have taught me a worthless lesson in my life and make me become stronger in facing my future. Thanks…

Well, I think this is all for my 1st post in “My little Corner”…It’s time to continue my FYP…Hope you will enjoy reading my post…If you have any enquiry or opinion, please do not hesitate to leave ur comment in my blog, I will love to hear from u soon and I will try my best to improve my blog too…Till then, have a nice day and take care…